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Friday, 28 March 2014

Bonding

BONDING....
my random post,, and i just wanna talk about great bonding..
great bonding with our previous and now friends...

for those who had a great bonding with ur friends please ad please be
grateful for that..Not everyone of us can have this..
so you..please be proud for okaiyhh..*kenyit mata sikitt..

Friends start out at different levels. With some people, we might remain casual friends for a long time, and with others we have the opportunity to become closer. Sometimes friends will bond faster after they experience a shared activity, and other times closeness will happen naturally. And i agreed with it. Thetime where we can get close with each other. The pace at which you bond is partially up to circumstances beyond your control but you can  try to become better friends with someone if you hit it off and want to speed things up.


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permulaan:
i know him when I'm in form 1,, he is my cubemate's classmates..he is in Fabolous..
I'm so afraid nak tegur dia at that time,,well,, just in few months there so tak de ahh rapat,, memang tak punnn,, rasanya aku never ckp ngn kau waktu tu.. then after that baru lah aku berani sikit,,ahahah..lolz


the middle of the story:
i started talked with him when I'm in form 2. my class is next to his class,,
tak da lah selalu sangat but kekadang tu I just give him chocs that kak syasya gave to him.
things being smooth until in the middle of the year he never talked to me..i do not remember exactly one by one but we had a conversation in social network (pesbuk),, but it was a damn conversation..
i reallly really dun no why he so get mad on me,, i dun no.. =(
the same things happen in form 3 when we're in a same class, we're being CLASSMATES.
he never talk to me yet smiling when in da class. 
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 alkisah dlm kls:
aku tk ingat dia nk pinjam ape at that tyme tapi dia tnya semua budak prmpuan,, dia mention setiap sorang nama dyeorg accept aku,, aku ada ja bnda yg dia mntak tu,, tp dh dia tak tanya,, ahahhaha
then kepala hotak aku dok memikir apa yg aku buat dekat dia sampai dia marah sngt dekat aku almost setahun.. 

aku tak kisah pun apa nak jadi,, tapi sbb atas nama kawan.. tak best bila dah jadi mcm nie,, tmbah2 ngn batch kau sendiri.. aku tak tahu,,, sampai skrg aku tak tahuu puncanya..

then dalam pertengahan tahun in form 3 things getting brighter.. aku dengan dia dah cakap.. aku bersyukur sangat sebab aku rasa org yg dia anggap musuh dia dah tegur,, but tegur2 mcm tu ja lahhh.. thanks sebab kau dah cakap dengan aku even tak da ah ckp selalu,, just waktu tu aku rasa kurang sikit pikir sebab hg dah cakap ngn aku...  tapi aku still pikir...

ALHAMDULILLAH sekarang aku dengan kau dah OKAY. =) , thanks to HIM for let me have bonding with you my friend =) dalam waktu form 4 aku dah banyak cakap dah dengan kau.. 
aku dah boleh jadi good listener untuk kau *harap2 lah kan.. aku dengar apa hg nak cakap kat aku,, small matter je lahh nak dngr problem kawan =) ..
aku rasa syukur sangat sebab bnda yg lepas dah tak jadi,, kita boleh cakap,, sembang2,, melawak2..
nama pun kawan kannn,, mestilahh ada jugakk rasa sayang tu,, tapi tak lebih dr sorang kawan..
time kau pergi umrah aku rasa takut sangat dalam hati,,aku tak tahu kenapa,, then aku ambil yaasin dalam surau aku bacakan,, and aku doa supaya perjalanan kau and family selamat and diberkatiNya..
then waktu kau dekat sana kau text aku nak tnya saiz si DIA .. =) alahaiiii,, aku syukur sebab hg okay2 ja kat sana .. =)

bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla  bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla 

sampai lah sekarang and we still counting.,, tapi kenapa disaat saat aku nak kenal erti kawan baik tiba2 hg pergi,??kenapa hg kena pindah??maybe ada hikmah,, but doont be too sad ya,,
sejujur seikhlas hati aku rindu nak melawak dengan hg,, rindu nak dengar hg panggil aku KEDEK sambil dok buat gaya kedek2 tu la hahhh,, and aku akan panggil hang balik APO DIO PALO.. PALO BESAQ... *kalau tak , tak de lah berlaga kepala baiah kt kfc..

p/s: aku cuma nak cakap tujuan aku tulis benda ni bukan untuk mengungkit tapi aku rasa perjalanan friendship aku dengan hg ni unik..aahhahaha,,lain dr org lain..aku nak hg tahu yg aku rindu dekat hang,,rindu nak melawak denagn hang,,and aku syang hang macam aku sayang yasmin..dan aku harap persahabtan ini tak kan terputus sampai akhirat,, moga kita jumpa dekat jannatul firdaus nanti taw oneyy.. tujuan aku buat benda alah ni nak cakap yg aku rindu hg .. tak de kaitan nak ungkit..
so my dear MARWAN ddk elok2 dekat trans sana.. skejap ja lagi,, lepas ni dah tak de apa dah dekat sana,, enjoy2 ja masa kat sana, struggle utk SPM ,, dah tak lama dahhh,, prove it to everyone dat u can achieve the best result same as your PMR's achievement...

 AHMAD MARWAN MARZUKI,,


 Jika seseorang itu sayang kepada sahabatnya maka hendaklah dia beritahu bahawa dia menyayanginya.” (Riwayat Abu Daud)


*just read even u feel anooying

 

imma just a girl

Alhamdulillah, big thanks to Him coz now here i am.
updating my blog after quite a long time being silent.

"sshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh"

yeah. silent.

what i'd done ?
i've done a lot of things and been through hard times.lately,i've been tested with numerous challenge.
being humiliate ...being tortured...being pressed...all of this "being" make me change.
talk less,,
eat less,,
sleep less,,
sometimes,i have a thought of  "why am i one who should face this" ,,"why now ?" ,,"if and only if i can be in his/her position..."  u don't know...how does it feel like to cry alone,,how does it feels like to keep all your story on your own,,how my heart hurt and torn,,how harsh words repeated over and over again to u....
 
 
 

life.. 
why u have to be so mean. why everything have to turn up this way??people..why u keep insulting others ??????why u keep judging without investigating the truth??? i wondered
why and why..
i blame life. 
i blame people,,LORD, i blame what U have written for me.
Astaghfrullah...
i seek forgiveness from You,,soon ,,i take a deep breath.,looking at the night sky., and i told myself that ..................................................

thanks Allah
i realised, upon all of things that happened,,i became more patient,,i became more rational,,i became to think like adult(not teenage narrow mind) ,,i started to notice that life is not always like "Barbie's Fairytale" or Korean Drama,,i started to see how people act in so many ways,,i started to know what is the best way to calm myself when "handcuff" with problems.,,i've learned that i shouldn't be too naive,,i've learned that i should think twice before commiting into anything,,i've learned that i have to pay for things that i did...