Flower Crown

 sekarang sedang trend bandana bunga atau yang nama lainnya, "Flower Crown". bila aku tngok online adehhh mengancam harganya. baik aku beli shawl ke ape,, boleh jugak pakai..

then bila cakap kat mama,, dia suruh waa buat sendiri, ok jugakk dari tak buat pape dekat rumah cuti2..

Flower Crown or org panggil FloCro buat dengan bahan2 yang senang je dicari. contohnya, kain Flanel, bunga plastik, dll.

Nah, untuk korang2  yang  kreatif and save budget macam gua kann, spent some money je beli bahan2 die. And try korang buat kat rumah. pasti puas hati doww..

Here we go, yeahhh :

Bahan yang diperlukan :

1. Bunga Plastik (Bisa dibuat pakai flanel)
2. Kawat Bunga kecil (Untuk dililitkan kebunga)
3. Kawat Bunga Panjang (Untuk dikepala)
4. gam Castol
5. Daun plastik (kalau nak dipakai)
6. gam Uhu (atau gam tembak dan Foxs)

Cara Membuat :

1. Ukur kepala dengan Kawat bunga panjang,then dah ukur,buat lingkaran sesuai ukuran kepala.
2. Rekatkan kawat dengan gam castol
3. Lilitkan bunga plastik (Flanel) dengan kawat kecil  ke Kawat yang panjang.
4. Lakukan seterusnya sampai habis.

Nah, bapak senang kan? cuba je try , senang jerr =). D

bunga nie kureng cantik,, bunga recycle mama

engaged

Allahu, Allahu, Allahu,,

tears had fallen down non stop at the right now..

Ya Allah,, I know You are The Best Planner and The Most Knowing

and You are The Most Powerful Arranging.,.

No one knows deep in my heart I'm feel so soooo happy,,

but at the some time I'm feel so sooo sad,,

when I see my half of mine , Aimi Syazana Ahmad even tho throughout just the picture, Allahu my heart just feel happy for you sayang..

you know that my best half of mine was totally engaged today,

at the same age with me, 17 to-be and SPM candidates 2014..

her engaged was totally arranged by her parents.

this thing happen because,, she wanna to take care of her ikhtilat

as a niqabis girl.. She starting wear a niqab last 3 months and

starting from that many many many guys always disturbing her,,

she decide to tell her parents about this and that happen

for this day,. Tini tumpang bahagia utk Aimi sayang,,

sedih tak dapat tengok Aimi hari niee, Nanti awak kahwin kite pegy putrajaya sana okay? jadi pengapit awak,, eh ehh, tak bolehh, bukan kite nak naik pelamin,, tak elok kann...

this is her pitcas

Allahu, cantiknya awak sayang

doakan taw one fine day tini boleh jadi macam awak,., nak ikhlas pakai
baru rasa best ,istiqamah tu tak senang., tapi jgn risau tini doakan Aimi., be a good muslimah okay sayang, jaga ikhtilat diri,

Mahu Jadi Seseorang

Aku mahu menjadi seseorang.

Bukan orang-orang. Seseorang yang mampu tersenyum tatkala ujian menikam. Agar mereka yang lain mampu mengerti bahawa indahnya senyuman disaat teruji.

Aku mahu menjadi seseorang.

Bukan orang-orang. A person who is still grateful even squeezed deficiencies. Because I want them to feel the joy of sobriety in moderation.

Aku mahu menjadi seseorang.

Bukan orang-orang. Seseorang yang mampu memberi apapun. Meskipun hanya secebis harapan & senyuman. Because I understand that people like me, charge me a hope & enthusiasm towards reaching a dream.

.

Aku mahu menjadi seseorang.

Bukan orang-orang. Seseorang yang layak mengasihi, menyayangi & mencintai apapun ada disekelilingiku. Sehinggapun jika aku dibenci kerana aku tahu bahawa kasih sayang adalah nadi buat mereka untuk terus melangkah.

Aku mahu menjadi seseorang.

Bukan orang-orang. Seorang sahabat buat sahabatnya yang lain. Seorang sahabat yang mampu menilik 1001 rahsia kedukaan yang di pendam disebalik kerlipan redup matanya tatkala sahabatnya tak mampu bersuara.

Seorang sahabat yang bisa mendengar bisikan hati tatkala sahabatnya tak mampu berbicara walau sebaris kata. Seorang sahabat yang bisa memegang erat tangan sahabatnya ketika sama-sama meniti di atas titian menuju jannah.

Aku mahu menjadi seseorang.

Bukan orang-orang. Seorang anak buat ibu ayah & cikgu. Seorang anak yang dapat menginfakkan manfaat buat mereka di akhirat kelak. Agar kesemua mereka tergolong dikalangan hamba-Nya yang bakal mengatur langkah kebahagiaan di atas titian menuju syurga bersama sebuah senyuman ketenangan.

Aku mahu menjadi seseorang.

Bukan orang-orang. Seorang isteri buat seorang suami. Seorang isteri solehah yang bisa membawa si suami berada dikalangan mereka yang soleh.
Tergolong di dalam keramaian bapa mithali & hamba yang tawadu' di syurga nanti. Kerana aku mahu dia merasa kemanisan itu. Jika bukan di dunia, Insha Allah di syurga sana.

boleh juga kita sama2 merasai nikmatnya berada di SyurgaNya

wahai future husband who i did not know whom *gatal kejap

Aku mahu menjadi seseorang.

Bukan orang-orang. Seorang hamba yang sentiasa merasa hina di hadapan Tuhannya. Seseorang yang tidak lokek mengalirkan air mata di atas tikar keinsafan. Seorang hamba yang tak akan pernah takut untuk kehilangan apa kerana Tuhannya. Seseorang yang bila matinya nanti, mampu menghidupkan jiwa mereka yang masih bernyawa.

Aku bercita-cita menjadi seseorang. Seseorang yang Dia kenali meskipun tiada siapa pun pernah mendengar derap langkahku hatta hembus nafasku tatkala jantungku masih rapi berdegup.

Cita-cita engkau biar tinggi
Biarlah bukan hari ini
Insha Allah suatu hari nanti
Meskipun ada yang kata, 'eh tini, boleh ke ni??'
Ini antara aku & Ilahi.

Meskipun nanti engkau sepi seorang
Terduduk tersimpuh di atas tikar mengkuang
Walaupun tiada siapa yang datang
Ingatlah bahawa Allah tidak pernah berhenti menyayang.

Aku dihambat perasaan pedih cemburu
Cemburu pada mereka yang sudah layak menghidu harum syurga-Mu
Malu sekali  dengan ibadahku yang tidak seberapa ini

agar keikhlasanku diterima oleh Mu Ya Allah
Adakah aku layak bertemu-Mu?
Allahu Allahu Allahu, terimalah aku..

Aku rindu
Rindu ingin melihat wajah-Mu
Walau hanya sekilas mampu
Wajah yang selalu bersamaku tak kira ketika aku tersenyum atau menangis sedu
Tetapi adakah aku mampu
Ya Rabbi, ampuni aku..

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Ya Allah hati ini terlalu ikhlas utk berniqab keranaMu.,

tersedar betapa manisnya apabila berniqab., tapi sometimes I just think for twice, did I really2 ready towear a niqab??

I'm afraid of myself,. May You guide me and realising me when I'm being apart of your way Ya Rabb..

beautiful qoutes

"Were you to put your complete trust in Allah, He would provide for you as He provides for the birds. They issue forth hungry in the morning and return filled in the evening."

"You don't choose whom you love. He chooses them.

If you had that choice to choose;

then the road would be simple.

Whom he puts in your life, is part of your test:

to bear with them, to accept them
and most of all to love them despite all that they may agitate you with.
After all, they come from Him and they return to Him,

just like you did and will do."

"... And We have made some of you as a trial for others: will you have patience? And your Lord is Ever All-Seer " (Surah al-Furqan:20)

sometimes I just depend to beautiful inspiring qoutes through my ups and down..

that just because Allah S.W.T too meaningful for those that try to understand in every words He said.

quran yg menarik hati utk dibaca

tafsir yg mudahkan kita bawak everywhere

then, digital utk kita mendengar

then , ada lagi kah alasan untuk kita untuk mengatakan kita tak punya sedikit masa langsung utk

membaca, mahupun mendengar, tafsir ada utk sntiasa dmping ke mana kita pergi.,

yg digital pun dah ada,, utk kita mendengar, Ya Allah..

If you make intense supplication
and the timing of the answer is delayed,
do not despair of it.
His reply to you is guaranteed;
but in the way He chooses,
not the way you choose,
and at the moment He desires,
not the moment you desire.
-Ibn ‘Ata’llah


Pride is concerned with who is right.
Humility is concerned with what is right.


"Doubt is a pain too lonely to know that Faith is his twin brother"

#note to my self too

A Love Letter to Friend

I'm a friend and I'm also a bestfriend to some people. 
Pernah tak rasa diri tak dihargai? Dipergunakan? Ditikam belakang? Dibenci? Dipermainkan? No, saya bukan nak tulis pasal cinta. Saya ada seorang kawan, yang saya sayang, yang saya ambil berat, yang saya hargai dan yang saya anggap seperti sebahagian daripada diri saya. 
Because I love you, I'm writing this post as an unmention letter to you. 

we had much fun before, we always together

Selama almost 3 tahun kita berkawan, . and selama 3 tahun kita closed.. I think it's just funny through out this. See? That's you. But that's not my point of writing this. 

These days, saya tak tahu awak perasan atau tak. Awak memang dah berubah sangat. Ok I get it, people change yes. To make things clear, saya memang nak terus straight to the point. Awak kena bash selalu with some people, awak kurand disenangi. awak banyak masalah etc.  saya tak cakap jugak no one hate me. saya tak cakap saya perfect taw. Nak tahu kenapa? Sebab awak sendiri. Saya tak faham macam mana awak boleh berpura pura dengan orang lain konon you're this kind of person but you're different, you're not that person. Pernah terfikir macam mana awak kelihatan di mata orang lain? Pernah terfikir nak tengok diri sendiri di mata orang lain? Ini, di mata saya, di hati saya, di minda saya dan segala yang saya kenal awak sepanjang kita berkawan. Saya minta maaf, saya bukan nak aibkan awak. Saya cuma nak menyedarkan awak sebab itu tanggungjawab saya sebagai seorang kawan. Jujurnya, awak seorang yang sangat mementingkan diri sendiri, sangat lemah, sangat tak matang, naif, awak tak tahu apa yang terbaik untuk awak kadang2.. dan segala yang awak tahu tentang diri awak. 
Kawan saya pernah cakap awak sesuai untuk dibuat kawan tapi tak boleh buat kawan baik @ kawan yang lama. Kenapa? Kerana awak lupa kawan. Bila awak dah ada kawan baru, kawan lain, kawan lama awak tinggalkan. But isn't it ironic? Tiba tiba awak ingat kawan lama bila awak susah, bila awak alone, bila awak tak ada kawan, bila awak perlukan sesuatu. 

Orang tanya saya, macam mana saya boleh tahan berkawan dengan awak. Saya tak tahu nak jawab apa. Saya cuma, terasa sangat dengan awak. All the time, mesti ada yang saya terasa hati. Tapi awak tak perasan, awak tak peduli sebab awak tak kenal saya jadi awak tak tahu. Saya cuma diperlukan bila awak susah, tapi pelik saya kena alert bila awak down, supaya saya boleh bantu awak bersemangat balik, beri awak dorongan. Lepastu bila awak senang, saya dah tak ada guna. Cuma berguna semula bila awak down. Heh. 

Orang tanya saya, betul ke awak buat ni buat itu? Saya tak tahu. Sebab awak tak bagitahu saya, saya hanya diperlukan semasa awak susah jadi saya hanya ada jawapan kepada soalan Kenapa dengan dia? 

 Kita dah tak rapat macam dulu, kita dah jauh, kita dah tak slalu jalan sama2, pegy kelas sama2,, pegy cafe sama2,. tido pun kadang2 sekatil.. Mungkin salah saya juga, saya minta maaf. Tapi saya perasan awak dah hanyut dalam sesuatu yang awak sendiri tahu. Kalau awak perasan, friendship kita isn't working. Kenapa kita makin jauh? Sebab awak anggap saya sebagai apa sebenarnya?  awak rasa insecure dengan saya, awak rasa saya lebih daripada awak and you don't want that, awak taknak saya sama dengan awak dan itu yang buat awak benci saya. Itu yang buat kita tak rapat dah, sebab perasaan awak. Saya tak faham macam mana awak boleh mengaku saya bff awak lagi kalau awak sendiri kalau boleh taknak saya ada dalam hidup awak sebab perasaan insecure awak tu. Jujur, saya tak pernah rasa insecure dengan awak, saya tak cemburu dengan apa yang awak ada dan everything. Saya bersyukur dengan apa yang saya ada, saya tak perlu lebih. Saya tak mahu lupa diri. Saya tak faham dengan sikap awak. Saya paling banyak bersabar dengan awak, saya sabar dengan karenah awak. Perkara paling saya tak boleh lupa masa masa saya teman kawan kita sorang ni jugak awak text dia cakap "Janganlah bawa Tini, nanti dia ada".  Ya, saya baca text tu, saya menangis. Saya terasa sangat, saya terkilan sangat, saya tak pernah expect tu daripada awak dan sampai tahap tu baru saya tahu perasaan awak dekat saya. Saya ingat sampai sekarang, setiap kali saya ingat, saya akan menangis. *wipe tears* 

Saya perasan, awak taknak saya berkawan dengan kawan kawan awak. Awak nak kawan awak tu kawan awak ja. .Sorry, saya tak kisah. Saya memang berkawan dengan semua orang jadi jangan menangis jangan cemburu kalau secara tak sengaja kita ada kawan yang sama. Hahahaha. Awak beruntung sebab ada orang yang ambil berat pasal awak, tapi awak tak nampak siapa. Awak lupa diri, awak penting diri. Awak naif, awak tak kenal siapa kawan kawan awak yang betul betul kawan awak sebab awak dan bukan sebab lain. Bila awak dekat sana, awak lupa terus orang di sini. Kawan pun memilih, bukan berdasarkan keikhlasan but there's something behind it. Wooo, I know watchu did thurrr. But then, kalau awak susah, awak cari diorang. Tu kawan awak. Tak nampak lagi? Diorang bash awak sebab diorang nak awak sedar, bukan sebab diorang benci awak. Tak nampak lagi? Sedih. Sangat menyedihkan. Lebih menyedihkan kalau awak tak sedar, masih tak sedar. 

You're the worst thing ever happened in my life but I love you more than anyone else could, it's just funny that I would do anything for a friend like you. Lucky.... & I'm sorry if I offended you with this post @ letter. I love you and I miss you, I miss us. Saya bukan nak malukan awak, saya bukan taknak cakap terus dekat awak. Saya taknak cakap dengan awak terus sebab awak ni keras hati. Cakap, sedar lepastu esok pura pura lupa. Sebab sikap selfish, awak tetap fikir apa yang saya cakap ni tak bermakna - seperti kata pepatah bagai mencurah air ke daun keladi. Lololol, you smiled. So, I hope you will work for yourself to be a better person for everyone around you. They ain't your slaves or robots, they have feelings too. How you treat people is how people going to treat you. Note that to yourself. 

"Friendship is not about who knows you the longest, it's about who came and never leave your side." 

Assalamualaikum 
Sincerely, 
me & speaking for the rest of your friends.

just because i love u my lovely

of sadness

😓 As the quote I’ve put there– when sadness was the sea, you taught me how to swim. I want to share with you how sadness actually saves me. Sadness makes me survive. Sadness actually makes me feel alive. You know how our Lord is the Most Merciful, that He is sending us an invitation to be nearer to Him more than ever– and that is through this sadness He let us feel. How can I not accept it? When sadness comes, I actually feel a peaceful vibrant deep inside my soul, along with all these calamities trying to break me apart, I actually feel stronger, I feel whole inside my heart and I find myself holding onto Him much tighter. Sadness actually teaches me how to smile better ☺️ There’s a beauty that I couldn’t describe in this sadness. Crying as you kneel before The Lord Ar-Rahman Ar-Rahim, I feel saved. And here’s to all the pretty hearts who are feeling sad, trust Him as He’ll make you see the rainbow sooner or later. And here’s some *sparkles* for you ✨😊

P/s : “The most beautiful people we have known are those who have known defeat, known suffering, known struggle, known lossy md have found their way out of the depths. These people have an appreciation, a sensitivity and an understanding of life that fills them with compassion, gentleness and deep-loving concern. Beautiful people do not just happen.” –

see my over gedikness when i,m bored

the answers

Why am I  being tested?

“Do men think that they will be left alone on saying, “We believe”, and they will not be tested? We did test those before them, and Allah will certainly know those who are true from those who are false”. (Sura’ Al-Ankabut, verse 2-3)

Why I’m not getting things I’ve always dreamed of?

“Fighting is  prescribed for you, and you dislike it. But it is possible that you dislike a thing which is good for you, and that you love a things which is bad for you. But Allah knows, and you know not”. (Sura’ Al-Baqarah, verse 216)

Why this test is burdening me?

“On no soul does Allah place a burden greater than it can bear. It gets every good that it earns, and it suffers every ill that it earns”. (Sura’ Al-Baqarah, verse 226)

How to eliminate the feeling of frustration?

“So lose not heart, nor fall into despair: for you must gain mastery if you are true in Faith”. (Sura’ Al-Imran, verse 139)

Oh dear God, I can’t hold on anymore!

“…and never give up hope of Allah’s Soothing Mercy, truly no one despair of Allah’s Soothing Mercy, except those who have no faith”. (Sura’ Yusuf, verse 87)

How am I suppose to face the issues in life?

“O you who believe! Persevere in patience and constancy, vie in such perseverance, strengthen each other, and fear Allah that you may prosper”. (Sura’ Al-Imran, verse 200)

What is the answer?

“Nay, seek Allah’s help with patience perseverance and prayer: it is indeed hard, except to those who bring a lowly spirit. Who bear in mind the certainty that they are to meet their Lord, and that they are to return to Him”. (Sura’ Al-Baqarah, verse 45-46)

Who is going to help me and protect me?

Men said to them ” a great army is gathering against you” and frightened them but it only increased their Faith, they said “For us Allah suffices, and he is the best Disposer of affairs”. (Sura’ Al-Imran, verse 173)

To whom should I expect?

But if they turn away, say “Allah suffices me, there is no God but He on Him is my trust- He the Lord of the Throne (of Glory) Supreme!” (Sura’ Al-Tawbah, verse 129)

Why am I  being tested?

“Do men think that they will be left alone on saying, “We believe”, and they will not be tested? We did test those before them, and Allah will certainly know those who are true from those who are false”. (Sura’ Al-Ankabut, verse 2-3)

Why I’m not getting things I’ve always dreamed of?

“Fighting is  prescribed for you, and you dislike it. But it is possible that you dislike a thing which is good for you, and that you love a things which is bad for you. But Allah knows, and you know not”. (Sura’ Al-Baqarah, verse 216)

Why this test is burdening me?

“On no soul does Allah place a burden greater than it can bear. It gets every good that it earns, and it suffers every ill that it earns”. (Sura’ Al-Baqarah, verse 226)

How to eliminate the feeling of frustration?

“So lose not heart, nor fall into despair: for you must gain mastery if you are true in Faith”. (Sura’ Al-Imran, verse 139)

Oh dear God, I can’t hold on anymore!

“…and never give up hope of Allah’s Soothing Mercy, truly no one despair of Allah’s Soothing Mercy, except those who have no faith”. (Sura’ Yusuf, verse 87)

How am I suppose to face the issues in life?

“O you who believe! Persevere in patience and constancy, vie in such perseverance, strengthen each other, and fear Allah that you may prosper”. (Sura’ Al-Imran, verse 200)

What is the answer?

“Nay, seek Allah’s help with patience perseverance and prayer: it is indeed hard, except to those who bring a lowly spirit. Who bear in mind the certainty that they are to meet their Lord, and that they are to return to Him”. (Sura’ Al-Baqarah, verse 45-46)

Who is going to help me and protect me?

Men said to them ” a great army is gathering against you” and frightened them but it only increased their Faith, they said “For us Allah suffices, and he is the best Disposer of affairs”. (Sura’ Al-Imran, verse 173)

To whom should I expect?

But if they turn away, say “Allah suffices me, there is no God but He on Him is my trust- He the Lord of the Throne (of Glory) Supreme!” (Sura’ Al-Tawbah, verse 129)


*read it and understand it .

renew

Alhamdulillah.

finally i had done to renew mine baby boo..

I had deleted some of my previous post because I just feel annoying when I read them back.. so annoyed,.so I decide to deleted some of them.

first tu , I dah nak make a new one blog, then pikir balik,, malas pulakk,,.

***wait  for my new post yaa..

let's bygone be bygone

pushh..pushhh..
tiup a few habuk2..kayhh x lawak punn..

just a little bit excited for this entry..
this i my first post in my new blast year..
2013..
bukan nyaa x nak update tapi sayaa busy tawu takkk..
*bajet kau nyahhh...

so that is not too late for me to wish a happy new year..
i dont care lahh kalau a few of you mesti cakap..
''alahh dahh nak habes january ryte?
so like i care? no lahhh...

so 2013..
please be a nice year for me yeahh..
dimanaa usaha aku untuk menjadi muslimah terbaikk akan diteruskan..
i'm never say that ' i done for the all changes' or ' aku dah berubah"
never!!
dalam melakukan perubahan tak de selesai..
sentiasa mencari kelemahan dan baikinyaa,,
dan kekuatan itu lahh yg lebih menguatkan kitaa sebenarnyaa..

11.01.13
date nyh me and a few beserians
had to go to the mrsm taiping for a few brainwash..
thanks..the kem was so motivated me so much,,
thanks MARA..

14.01.13
wahhhhhh,,,hari ni aku dah ada dekat MRSM BESERI.
terlerai segala rindu i dekat jillul imtiyaz..
the 2nd chance for me to prove it in my SPM
chaiyoxx..

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KIKS..

KEMAHIRAN ISANIAH KEMAHIRAN SUBJEK
so far my kiks x daa loah boring sangat kannn..
i belajr bio..chemist..math mod..add mathh..physic and so on bla bla bklaa
x lupe subjek keuashawanan yg ade every fridayy..


ouhkayyy..
tadi ckg RAHIM , HEA cakap pkp result mayb this week..
ouhmaygod... JI akan ada yang pergy maknanyaa...
tskk..tskk...sedehhh..
weyhh ridzuan,, kalu hg p pkp ohohohoo..
acano? ouhkayy2..aku ja yg kt beseri..
and bet shida and syafiqah mesty akan dapat...

DOUBLE WHAT..
cikgu jalil ada belakang aku niyhh hahhhh..
ketua warden lahh katakann..
datang jenguk2 cyber cafe nyahhh..

act,,banyakk lagy aku nak ceritaa..
tew diaa..pulun jaaaa..
eyhhh,, 
tak lambat lagy nak ucap..
salam maulidul rasul..

*aku tawu entry nyh tahape2 sbb tterbalik2..
....bye2...

DIA mengetahui segalanya..istiqamah kan diri..