life..

macam ini ok...

ahhahaha,,,bukannya x nak update blog , tapi dah tak da kat rumahhh,,so tertngguh la niat aku tu hahhh.

kalau aku update punn bkn ade org nak baca,,,yer lahh , bkn nya mcm blog kak fatin liyana tu,,,

aku tulis sbb aku ada perasaan,,*melalut,,,

okaiyh,,aku x cakap lagy kan pasal result aku?woahhhhhh...grrrrr,,,

x derr lah gempak sangat hahhh,,biasa2 ja,,alhamdulillah ..thats my effort kayh,,i know,,

espee'im ada lagy*tahaape2 je mengeja...hari amek result tuhh,, mcm nyhh hahhh,,,siap punya siap,,x der lah cntik mana baju kurung maktab jahhh..ahahahahah...masok krete,,aku just banyak2 kan selawat jaa...

and mama drop aku dpn office,,mama g breakfast,,,aku turun,,tros pegy kat tinie*ONE OF MY BESTIE

name kami same wooooo...pastu dy hug aku,,"mai nak pelok sikit,,rindu" tu ayat dia kat aku,,aku pun hug lahh dy dpn office amktab tu,,,tapi serious aku rindu tinie cuti nyh,,cm aku lagy lahhh..pastu naik amek result ngn tinie,,she got straight A's,,heart u sayangg...

aku pegy dkat mama *gaya bagi slip,,nd aku hug mama..aku ckp "sorry mama",,aku hug mama kuat2,,pastu mulalah nk jadi drama,,,pastu balik lah rmh,,,

and on the 21hb mlm tu aku dh smpi rmh,,cubemate aku yg comei lote tuhh call..aku ckp dah kat dy sblm tu kat fb lpas ni x jumpa dahh,,,tros dy call..and i can sense that she not ina good condition,,,sikit ja,,

bila dy ckp mcm tu dgn nada suara dy yg sebak,,aku tak leyh tahan,,aku ternanges jugakk lahh taht tyme,,aku dah x boleh ckp lama2 ngn dy,,sbb sku sdeyh,,2 thn aku close ngn dy,,,

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weheeeeew,,tbe2 rase nak kahwina awal macam kak dena bahrin,,8gatal nyaa kau nyah..

yerr lahhh,,,kahwin awal bnyak kebaikan dia2,,boleh elak mcm2 bnde,,hishh baru ku dpt result pmr dh nk sebot wedding,,trokkkkk2....kayhhh,,jap before  tu korang twu tak pasal kak dena tuhh...?meyh teman nak crite hahhh,,,kak dena sangat lahhh comelll ,, x caye ?

nyh la kak dena,,

one thing yg aku suka ngn kak dena,,dari segi cara dia dressing,,,and she is the one of my idol in dressing and fashion dgn cara dressing yg betul ikut sunnah,,i'm going and still trying,,,

ok nak tawu,,kak dena  kahwin umor 20thn,,awal kannnn?

and one more thing,,she married with a man that she never know,,,only mcm kenalan family lah gtuhh..

abg ariff suka kat kak dena sbb dr semua aspek kak dena,,abg ariff tak berhenti ptus jumpa parent kak dena lpas kak dina tolak pinangan dy,,,and last,,diorang dua proposed using a video,,auwwww,,so sweet,,heart u akk dena...

and this is a video,,MUST WATCHING IT OKAI,,super super  duper awesome and sweet,,,

dyeorg x pnah kenal sblm nyhhh...ya allah,,cinta lepas kahwin itu memang banyak manisnya,,mcm kak dena..

kak dena kahwin 28/4/12 klau x silap..aku ingt,,,untung sangat kak dena dpt abg ariff yg sngt syg ka dena ..

auw,,,,,aku plak yg lebih...

still malu2 lagy after dah akad,,,
so sweet

first kiss from her husband,,
husband yg halal utk kak dena...

and now kak dena dah pregnant,,bila akau x ingt,,,auw,,kak dena,,,hepy2 taw,,moga kekal akhir hayat,,

ayt abg ariff,,love till JANNAH..ameen..<3

kak dena now..

ya allah jodohkanlah aku bersama si dia yg benar dan tulus mencintaiku keranamu..

stay calm and keep praying..

hyee,.kayhh actually i'm seriously *cuak tahap gaban ahhh for da upcoming result .. only one more day...

kalau tengok kat twitter ke blog ker , yg mana owner nyaa 97's ,, confirm2 all of them are updating about the result 19hb nyh,,,

okayy,,sapa yang tak nakk kejayaan keenns dalam dunia niee//semua nk success,,alaa org putih kata past with flying colours tuuu,,,,bila ingat2 balik semua macam2 dahh 3 thn yg jadi sepanjang ada kat beseri,,*muka   punns tambah beseri,,ahahahahha #org lain lahh ,, not me..and i hope all my hardships for 3 years there is affordable for this 19 disember..yeahhhhhhhhhhh,,,*speak loudly..

saya  nak bagi mama ngn babah saya happy utk result saya nnti,,saya tak bolee nak balas budi diorang,,tapi sy mampu bagy kejayaan saya utk diorang,,,"YA RABB,,PLEASE MAKE MY PARENT HAPPY WITH ME ..PLEASE MAKE THEM PROUD OF ME..PLEASE MAKE THEM SMILE WIDER ON THAT DAY...YOU ARE MOST MERCIFUL AND MOST KNOWING,,,"

thanks taw dekat aimi,,baiah,tyrah,,herry,,ridzuan..fanis.. and semua lahh uoolsss,,

tenkiu bnyk2 taww sbb ckp gudluck,,hehehehhe*buat terokk boleehhh...

wahai unggas dan serangga Gunung Jerai, Pendang Lake, dan beseri doakanlah kejayaan kami...sesungguhnya kejayaan yg didambar semakin hampir utk diketahui....semoga terbaik diPerlis dan Terbaik di Malaysia menjadi kenyataan....InsyaAllah.

dear pengetua,,,HEP,,HEA,,HEK and ckg mat isa yg bnyk korban utk utk JILLUL IMTIYAZ...insyallah kami semua bolehhhhh...

grrrrrrrrr,,x taw dh nk tlis apaa..pkiaq bnyk sngt,,

kayyyy,,nyte..

dear readers , pray for me and my batch,,jillul imtiyaz straight A's,, aminnnn

8A!8A!8A!

THATS MINE................

i have fight for , thats me

Anything I have in my life, I have fought for. Yes, it all comes from Allah. The two are not mutually exclusive.
There are universal gifts that Allah gives to all. Life, the soul, the will… beyond that, nothing is assured. Breath? Some people fight to breathe. Food? Some people struggle for a bit of grain. Water? Some people work an entire day to get water. Health? Some people are born sick and fight for every day of life. Freedom? Millions of children are born in refugee camps.
Allah gives us opportunities. He gives us abilities, talents, gifts, and it’s up to us to make something out of them. Allah gives us guidance and truth, but if we want to follow that truth then we’ll have to fight for it, and it won’t be easy. As soon as we dedicate our lives to truth, we’ll see obstacles appearing in our paths.

I don’t mean physically fight (though that is sometimes the case). I mean strive, struggle, work hard, deal with personal attacks and naysayers, stay positive, find a way forward when the path appears to be blocked, and refuse to give up!

If you want to pursue your dreams, you’ll have to struggle. If you want (halal) love in your life, if you want something real, if you want to make something happen, well then brother and sister, you’ll have to strive with all your might. That’s how it is.

i:m in my way to HIS deen..the wayn to be the new me ,,the way to be the strong me,,insyallah with HIM in me , =)

aiseyhhh,,tbe lapar pulakk nak mkn egg tart ,,, 

life is a journey from HIM

for a little long time i didint post ,, 

so , i just wanna to say ,, 

that hardships make me strong in my life .

and make me to remember HIM always deep in my  heart..

Every step has led to a journey, and every step has been a hardship, and every blessing has been a question, yet here I stand in satisfaction. 

You see? The scars in my heart, the marks in my hands, the hardness in me feet; they all have led me to a greater purpose. They have allowed me to find and understand life.

Without a hardship I was lost. Without a journey, I wouldn't have found Him. And without questions, I wouldn't be satisfied. Yet in all this mystery, Allah s.w.t put a great puzzle together in such a remarkable way, that I meet people who were better than me. People who taught me that the journey has just begun, and true life is a journey which ends in paradise. A journey that is unpredictable yet destined to happen. A journey that is very rewarding.

Allah taught me that people make mistakes. Allah gave me an understanding. He showed me when I made mistakes and He forgave me. Thus, he taught me that mercy and forgiveness is an attribute of success. An attribute that the Almighty continuously gives to his worshippers. He taught me by taking away from me. In that, trust and patience is a gift, yet difficult to practice. He taught me that my eyes and wisdom is deceptive. It sees with good intentions, but with no understanding. He taught me that love requires character, and that love is a blessing from Him. He taught me that love is work, and that love requires knowledge of the creator. He taught me that love exists only when the heart is content. And contentment comes by practicing His teachings and obeying His commands.

Allah taught me that you my dear are in search for the truth. He taught me that, knowledge and wisdom is only appreciated when the journey has been difficult and long. He taught me that easy rewards don't last. Further he taught me that, he takes and gives in cycles, only to teach and show us His power and mercy. His destiny and will. He taught me to say Insha Allah, because nothing happens without His will. Furthermore, he showed me what Insha Allah means by being a witness to His will.

He taught me prayer for myself and others. He taught me dependence. He showed me the way. He provided me with sustenance and resources. He opened and closed all roads to show me the only way. He closed some doors for long, and only to open them when I was ready. My Allah, I am very thankful for your mercy and guidance. I am very honored to be a Muslim. I am in need of your forgiveness and mercy. I am in need of your love. I am in need of you, because without you, I have no need to live. Alhamdulillah!

my best girlfreind

night for all,,

since've delayed this post to do just this evening I had the opportunity to do this post to HER ..
sorry for make you waiting dear..
i just wanna say my very thanks to you

bella ..
thank you for your guidance that night ..
thank you because you had taught me one by one ..
sorry becoz make u alittle bit *pening2 lalat...
and that's is a result ..
#i can do that!!

you are very well good dear ..
that's why I love you bella ..
nahhhhh...

you are just on your own style
you just with the ordinary you sayangg,,
no copycat! that's you BELLA...


i love you damn much little sistahhh...
i miss you much..

you are such a very good girlfreind to me , 
and i hope for the everlasting
and i know u are very hardworking girl ..
for your own future..

and never2 make her beautiful heart hurt..
WATCHOUT BABEYHH...

nama disebalik buku itu

graduated person..


#GAMBAR SEMUA FB JAA
gmbar hampa ngn kami ada dlm phone ...

I SAYANG YOU BELLA!

SANGAT2!!

facing HIS hardships...

I have battled life in every direction. The blessed path, and the difficult path. I was only used to the blessed path, and therefore, I didn't understand life. I was arrogant and boastful. I was superior to my own consciousness. I was ignorant. Those less fortunate then me were the result of their own luck and striving. I had no sympathy for the hardships of others. But things were going to change. This time, I was going to be part of those less fortunate. 

When hardships started coming into my life, at first it was all new. I was in despair and suffering. What a difficult situation to be in. Being deprived of blessings was a new life lesson. I couldn't do the things I once used to do. In my understanding, I was impaired. I was hopeless and sad. I didn't see the purpose to life. No matter my opinion or understanding, fate was going to take its course. The will of God was destined to happen, and I was part of his master plan. I just had to embrace it.

In my understanding, all my dreams came to an end. I was crushed. Why is this happening to me? I had envisioned a completely different life. One full of blessings and happiness. One which I had the physical and mental abilities to do things on my own. For the time being I remained defeated, while God was carefully improving many aspects of my life.

A blessing in my understanding was a misfortune by God's wisdom. But little did I know that hardships can be a catalyst for achieving new heights in our personal and spiritual lives. When you are so accustomed to a certain way of life, you only see one direction. And that was my path. One direction with no purpose. No wisdom. But thanks to God, I was growing and becoming a different person.

God's master plan is unique and befitting for His creation. All the pieces are put precisely in place at the right time. He took some blessings away from me, to allow me to develop new skills. To develop new talents and goals. He opened the doors I was searching but did not want to open them myself, because I was deceived of my superficial view in life. I viewed some things as useless. I lacked wisdom and understanding. I did not properly judge and value things. I was unguided.

God wants us to embrace the truth that our problems, difficulties, and disappointments are storms on the sea of life that are not meant to sink us, but to sanctify us. Each "storm" is an opportunity to grow closer to God. As we grow closer to God, the more we love Him. And the more we love Him, the more we desire to serve Him and others. Then, the more we serve Him and others, the more like Him we will become.

Eventually, hardships did come to pass leaving me with scars and a new perspective in life. I became a learned man. I became more like Him. The hardships brought the best out of me, but at the time, I did not understand how. They truly were blessings in disguise. .

The same things no longer were boring and useless, they were the most precious gift to life. The act of worship was once considered a waste of time, now it was the best of my time. What had happened to me? Why did I start seeing the world with different eyes? It seemed like a new lens with better magnification and focus was being used. I was seeing a new world. One created with a purpose.

For the first time I started to appreciate life. Nothing physically was different but my attitude. I needed a wake up call. I needed a hardship. An alarm that does not go off until you turn it off. So I developed new skills to better handle my future hardships. God prepared me for the uncertainties that life throws in our path, and I will forever be thankful.

The hardships of life were God's plan for my future, but I did not understand His plan. I viewed hardships as a defeat. A loss. An unpleasant situation to be in. To my blind eyes and deaf ears, I was defeated, yet to God I was the victor. I could only see the outcome, and I could only hear the noise, but there was plenty of action that I did not see throughout, and lots of messages I did not hear. You may Ask why, so do I, but God in His perfect wisdom says here is why: "Its not for you to know, just keeping pushing and you shall come out victorious, with more strength and a new perspective. When the storm passes, you will know. Be patient!"

We should keep in mind that every difficulty is a character-building opportunity, and the more difficult it is, the greater is its character-building potential. Swimming against the current makes us stronger. However, this growth in character is not automatic. Many people become bitter, rather than better, when faced with suffering. Adversity can either make us or break us, depending on our reaction to the situation. 

When we are going through a difficult journey and we fall short, we ask ourselves: What am I going to do. I have been defeated? When we have put so much time and effort into succeeding in something. Be it a job, a relationship, a business transaction or a trust. And it all comes to crash. We become hopeless and cannot see any benefit out of it. Whatever it may be, If not by our lack of effort but because of Gods will, it has a great purpose.

Victory lies not in the physical manifestation, rather in the wisdom and lesson acquired by the situation. That is victory not defeat. I ask myself: "How much wisdom and patience have I acquired because I was tried and tested. How many dua's (prayers) have I made to Allah to guide and help me. How much did this hardship increase my patience and humility. My understanding and appreciation. My view in life. My considerations of those less fortunate. My worship of God. My understanding of His greatness and mercy. How much did I learn. How much forgiveness did I seek. Wow, MashAllah what a victory have I achieved! 

It is indeed true that sometimes we see with our ears and hear with our eyes. In that we take things too literal. We do not try things out ourselves, but we rely on the opinion of others, never learning and experiencing certain things in life. Never seeing with our own eyes. Similarly, our hearing and understanding is based on the outer appearance, whereby very seldom do we hear the inner messages that are being relayed.We pay attention only to the obvious messages. That is not hearing. 

So take a few minutes and think of your latest defeat in life. Be it a failed exam, a hardship in life, a loss of wealth. Whatever it may be, understand that Allah granted you wisdom and patience through this experience. If not by your lack of effort and striving, great wisdom lies in it. Allah may have withheld for your benefit. He knows what we do not know. He is carefully planing our life, while we are blind and ignorant to see this transformation happening into our life. We will know once we learn to reflect. 

Next time you face a hardship remember that when it is dark enough, you can see the stars. But when it is daylight, we only see the visible. The wisdom you acquire through hardships allows you to see deep within your soul. So embrace it. Appreciate it. Think of it as a blessing that cannot be avoided, but it has come your way, and you should deal with it. Be thankful for this great opportunity for growth, and remember what God says in the Glorious Qur'an: "Dan ia mungkin bahawa anda tidak suka satu perkara yang baik untuk anda dan bahawa anda suka kepada sesuatu padahal ia buruk bagi kamu. Allah mengetahui, tetapi anda tidak tahu. (AI-Baqarah, 2:216) "
 *i cant translate this ayah(ayat) in english ,,,,,
PLEASE MAKE ME STRONG THAN EVER FOR YOU..
THE MOST KNOWING ... 

i need HIM

I pray that Allah will expand my vision and understanding. That He will grant me wisdom and knowledge of His majesty and the beauty of the hereafter. I pray for forgiveness and mercy. I pray that His mercy will break the seal of my heart, and that light will be its source of illumination for others and me. I pray that paradise will be the door of my family, friends, and all His creation. I pray for love and guidance. I pray for success and contentment. I pray because He deserves my prayers. I can never pray to Him enough, for He is Allah. I pray because its a great feeling to pray to the All-Merciful.

I dream that He will grant me my wishes. I dream that I will be by His side. I dream for this world is merely a dream. Its an illusion. I dream but I act. And even though I may fall short, I know that Allah will add to my shortcomings, and allow me to reach my goals by forgiving and guiding me. Therefore I dream in order to be awake; the true awakening that Allah has destined for all of us.

I act but I sin. I indulge in excess and harm others and myself. I play but I have no control. I speak but I do not control my tongue. I help others but I need help myself. I share knowledge but my knowledge lacks the fruit of success. I love others but I lack the real love of Allah. I am truly in need of Allah, and unless Allah is by my side, I will be of the losers.

O Allah, place light in my heart, and on my tongue light, and in my ears light and in my sight light, and above me light, and below me light, and to my right light, and to my left light, and before me light and behind me light. Place in my soul light. Magnify for me light, and amplify for me light. Make for me light and make me a light. O Allah, grant me light, and place light in my nerves, and in my body light and in my blood light and in my hair light and in my skin light. O Allah, make for me a light in my grave and a light in my bones. Amin!

please stick my heart for YOU.

please , please and please..